sadness

Tomorrow is my last day of work at my bank job. Im not really sad to be leaving. Some of the ladies were a pain in the ass and they didnt pay me enough for what i did there and the responsibilities they gave me. Im sure that ladies will get me something they are making a cake and stuff so it will be a sad day tomorrow. I'm only working a few hours anyway. then i need to come home and clean and start to really pack.

Saturday is my last day of work at the Limited. I have been there for 3 full years. I have worked with 3 of my managers for all 3 of those years. It will be very sad to say good bye to all of them. We are all going out to the local Casino to have a good time and for me to say good bye to everyone. it will be a very sad night.

Im not even sure i will be able to say good bye to some of my friends. Some of them took it upon themselves to stop talking to me already. Some are just not caring that im leaving for over 5 months. And to be honest im done i cant do it. It's too much work to worry about them and everything else. But at least i know there are still people who care...

i got a going away card today from a family friend... im getting alot of those. i cry every time i read them. at least they all come with gift cards inside =-) Im sad. I'm sad to leave and happy at the same time. Nervous and excited. Im a giant ball of emotions and im not sure what or how to feel. Scary i know.

I started packing/going through all my clothes. I have to much. I am going to be mailing some to me. Just 2 large flat rate boxes worth. Not too much honestly. It could be worse. I like to shop. i need to stop. i dont want to buy too much clothing while in florida. but im sure i will.

Im starting to get nervous that everything i have wont fit in my car. I have an 08 Subaru Impreza. My mom and dad are coming with me. So i need to fit all of my stuff their stuff and them in the car. it is going to take some creative packing skills. I have 5 full days left in the state. Wednesday morning bright and early at 7am we are leaving to drive to VA to pick up the auto train. Then i have my 17.5 hour ride on the train. That will be.. interesting to say the least.